I have conflicted feelings today. I am hyper excited about my pending date tonight. I was on cloud 9 all day today in anticipation. Hell! I've been on clouds 7, 8 and 9 all week! We are both Über excited about finally meeting.I went out for coffee with a friend, who brought another friend. We talked and laughed for nearly 4 hours Thursday afternoon. It was a blast and a half.The other things I am feeling are contempt and anger at my exes for making me feel guilty for asking for certain accommodations so that I can actually go on ...